दीवाली आई और चली भी गयी, इतने दिनों तक
सुबह उसे डायरी खोलने का वक्त ही नहीं मिला, आज उसका काम जल्दी हो गया है, लंच भी
लगभग तैयार है, सोच रही है लिखने के बाद पड़ोस में एक सखी के यहाँ भी हो आये. पिछले
दिनों किसी बात को लेकर उसकी पुरानी पड़ोसिन से कुछ गलतफहमी भी हो गयी, उसे वह बात
कहनी तो थी पर कहने का ढंग बेहतर हो सकता था, जो उसके लिए सदा मुश्किल काम रहा है.
पर उसे यह विश्वास है, उसके मन का स्नेह और शुभकामनायें उस तक पहुंच ही जाएँगी. सूर्य
ग्रहण के दिन उसने अपने घर से ग्रहण देखने के लिए बुलाया था, देखते-देखते सूर्य को
एक छाया ने घेर लिया, उन्होंने एक्सरे फिल्म में से ग्रहण देखा. कल व परसों दोनों
दिन क्लास अच्छी रही. पर आज प्राज्ञ के विषय में संदेह है, पर जाना तो है ही. आज
सुबह जून भी झुंझला कर गये हैं, उसने उन्हें थोड़ा ‘लोभ’ कम करने को कहा था.
It is about 6 pm. Nanha is
watching TV and she is here before her diary after some days. Today in the
morning Jun went to see off MaPapa and
they are alone here for a couple of days. She was feeling a strange sense of
freedom since morning. she did whatever she liked at whatever time and slept on
their bed after many days. Nanha is missing them but also not much. she liked their stay here and they were also happy. She
was at ease with herself except two or
three occasion when she felt some irritation.Tomorrow she will get cleaned the
house in the morning and write letters in the evening.and day after tomorrow
jun will come to fill her days and nights.she felt some pain in heart, pain of
missing him. After two hour her friend will come to have dinner with them and
time will pass like any thing. so she said to herself, don’t waste time and
start reading the book. “The Four Yoga".
Yesterday they got a nice group photo of didi’s family
and a divali card. This year they got many beautiful divali cards, also one letter
from her home, ma wrote about Nanha’s sweater, she will send it in December. Day
after tomorrow is ‘Husband Night’ in Ladies club, and then she will wear the
new dress. She will do piko on duppatta before that. Last evening jun was upset
for few minutes when she gave money to naini for TV, but after that he was
normal. She felt sleepy and stopped writing.
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